July 2010
2 posts
Love is not a maybe thing. You know when you love someone.
June 2010
1 post
100 Things I love about you.
1. How you can be yourself around me. 2. Your eyes!! 3. When you make weird faces to get me to laugh. 4. How when we’re together you smile at me for no reason. 5. That I can never stay mad at you. 6. How I fit perfectly under your chin. 7. When I put my head on your shoulder for the first time and I knew I was in love with you. 8. Your soft skin. 9. How you hold me and don’t let go....
May 2010
19 posts
andrewisfreakingrind asked: Sort of. But you can answer if you'd like to<3
andrewisfreakingrind asked: Will you marry me?
Losing you was like dying. I might as well have because at the time I completely fell apart. I was so in love with you and then you were gone. I know it was difficult, but it wasn’t anything we couldn’t work through.
Now I have a small part of you growing inside of me.. I think. But I have you again too and that’s all that matters. I miss you but when I get too sad I can just...
Laying there in his arms, slightly tipsy, sharing an ipod, and laughing about nonsense that only we understand. I FRIGGEN love him!
I’m at school. =[ I love Andrew.. Ans salad.. yay.
Goodnight.
Sleep tight my love.<3
“Being happy doesn’t mean that everything is perfect. It means you’ve decided to...”
– Unknown Source (via andrewisfreakingrind)
He's like "Wow"
After waiting months for you to love me again I thought my feelings had finally diminished. I was wrong as hell though. Unfortunately it took me a few fights to help me realize just how much you do actually still mean to me. I get it all now.. It was sort of like the Earth shifted and you took my personality and I yours.. I became more apathetic while you became less. You cared more, I cared...
Bulletproof- La Roux
Been there, done that, messed around I’m having fun don’t put me down, I’ll never let you sweep me off my feet, I won’t let you in again, the messages I’ve tried to send, my informations just not going in, burnin’ bridges shore to shore, I’ll break away from something more, I’m not turned off to love until it’s cheap, been there, done that,...
April 2010
1 post
You.
Something beautiful is
the way you look at me
like I’m the most beautiful, flawless, amazing
creature to ever grace your
presence.
Your fingers burn against
my cold skin, like fire to ice.
Sending ripples of pleasure
down my spine, and tingles
up my legs.
At times I’d get the urge to
grab strong arms and fold
them ‘round my own thin
frame.
Why do things feel
so...
March 2010
68 posts
I remember every word you told me. I can’t stop thinking about it.
Do you even know how much I need you?
Still can feel you kiss me, love. Still can see your brown eyes shine. I’ve never been deeper, so far gone. Your sister in the next room with the television on.
“We are all somewhat damaged, and in that realization we are beautiful.”
– Me to the stupid doctor who thinks I’m hopeless.
Me: I feel bad his girlfriend is ignoring him.
Mom: Big girls don't cry.
Me: He's not a... wait nevermind hahahaha
Mom: *smiles really big*
“When I met you my heart sighed. The sigh radiated from the hole in my chest,...”
– Love.
I’ll never be good enough for you. Whether it be my smile or my hair, height, weight, attitude, etc. Nothing I do or say will ever reach your standards. I never loved you enough, I never did the things you wanted yet I did everything I could, and I loved you as much as my heart would allow. I gave you all my emotion. What a waste. The poems, the songs, the drawings, artwork,...
I fucking hate you.
“I don’t know where I’m going from here, but I promise it won’t...”
– David Bowie.
“I’m an instant star. Just add water and stir.”
– David Bowie.
I resent you.
My world falls apart every night. I wish you understood what you looked like to me. When I see you and the way you talk to other girls. I’m not even in your life anymore and it’s breaking me down.
I’m in Ventura. I have my computer and my phone. They don’t take that shit away from me when your parents are paying 2 grand a week for you to be there. Doesn’t matter how fucked up you are. They treat you like you’re in a hotel, minus the whole being in therapy and being heavily medicated part. So before you try to tell me I’m lying, think about this.
Your lies used to burn my ears like fire on tissue paper, but now they just wash over me. I used to be so hurt when I knew you were being dishonest with me. Now, well now I just sit here unfazed. Of course you should always be honest with me, but I know you never will. It’s who you are. I may have told bigger, more damaging lies, but you told more lies that were meant to hurt me. I’m...
Helping Asia with her math.